I just wanna tell u

2009-10-15T21:15:00.003+08:00

lalala no feel to blog... but i think its time... sooo
anyhow lo... put pictures... its cute de ok...

SEE.... MY COLLEAGUE MAKE DE OK... so cute~~~ i brought this home
BTW, its cupcake... WAHAHA

ok this is baby's shoe one.....

lalala dunno how to say wats this... play with baby de

ok everyone knows this is a milk bottle.. haha

and this is the dunno dunno wat.... baby wear de... LOL...

ok itp ends tmr~~~ my colleague all treat me so good... can see from the cupcake...
and and today my female colleague very fierce... shes from nyp de...

we going to eat lunch... then we always let each other buy food first then go buy de mah..
so we let the older de go buy first, then she say " U wait ar!! dun go buy first.."
lol coz she say she wan treat me, die die wan treat...
so i guai guai sit down and wait... then later when our turn to buy, she say " wat u wan to eat? "
with abit fierce fierce tone... LOL

so in the end i eat chicken rice... super wierd to stand there and the gal pay... damn wierd
first time... OK LA not first time... 2nd time... but u guys get wat i mean.. its wierd~~ lol then later after that i wan eat icecream... she also wan treat... but in the end i no eat... LOL

yeah~~~ my enjoyable itp~~

tired....

2009-09-28T22:51:00.002+08:00

work is tiring......
but wats really tiring is not work...
i would like to take a rest.....
dun wake me up unless u really wan to......
save us the time and the pain....

recently..... i only get to hear bad news....
when will all the good news start to come....
the bad news really dont stop... and its from bad to worst...
i alr numb to all bad news liao.... except one type of news...

aiya i dunno la... just dun wake me up till i finish this sweet dream
and wake up myself...

2009-09-22T23:09:00.003+08:00

Acting like i dun miss you at all.... zzzzz

昨晚又再见到你你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境

告诉自己要冷静却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我我要暗恋你
so lonely

so here I am ,standing all alone
在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候
here I am waitting just for you
开放我所有希望你能了解你能够接受我
so lonely

尽管渴望再见你虽然只是在梦里
短暂的甜蜜已胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有珍妮只要能感动你
我愿意我愿意

so here I am ,standing all alone
在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候
here I am ,waitting just for you
开放我所有 ,我要为你怎么做你才接受
oh~
我喜欢我要你我爱你

I MISS YOU~~

2009-09-13T22:54:00.001+08:00

不是别人就是我们从陌生人变情人
关于爱我总无奈是你让我有天份
你的动人变成相认我曾有点不婉转
你却提醒我存在明白痛的可能
就这样逼我勇敢
因为你走了我走不开

我的爱没有写日期
就算只是朋友的距离
把我全部的爱留给你
就在你说分手之后
我知道已经来不及
我也不会去说明
把我全部的爱留给你
就在你说分手之后说分手之后

tsk

2009-08-23T19:53:00.002+08:00

lol.... today i laughed at someone lo... someone do
stupid things make me laugh haha...

today hor, someone went to woodlands at 4.30 like
tat that then wanted to surprise somebody... then hor
someone dunno its not woodlands its yio chu kang...
that poor someone wait till 6 looo.... stupid right... then
i keep laughing at him... LOL... then that someone went
to find milo lo... since he working at causeway point..
then he order prawn aglio from milo... then milo give
him alot of things.... soup, drink and garlic bread... LOL
then tell him " chi si ni! " haha jiu like tat lo...

stupid lo the someone.... tsk him... haha...

2009-08-22T20:42:00.001+08:00

All i can do is smile~~~

2009-08-16T21:08:00.001+08:00

haha this picture is nice.... emo but the words so nice...

Milo sry arrr kope ur pic... haha i found alot more liao

i dun kope urs liao k.... =P

random

2009-08-10T23:45:00.002+08:00

MILO: theres no such skill as unfeeling la.... how can a
person not feel anything... sure got the feeling there...
i think now case is urs more urgent la.. i rather u go
learn how to save life de skill... more useful... i know
its impossible not to be emo coz im an emo guy myself
but still.. at least dun emo tooooo much la... haha and
i of coz save myself... but when i see got an idea or wat
can save u of coz i go save u la... y waste the chance...
but the chance like not easy come arr... siann

my post quite random.... all write to milo only.... oh ya
oh ya can write more...

NOE: Get well soon k... u also like abit emo nowadays..
is emo contagious?? hee hee... got don here~

ok my brain tired liao.... time to sleep... btw fyi i from
ytd till now haven sleep.... so... yeah... i shud go sleep...
nights~~

DING DING!

2009-08-06T00:17:00.003+08:00

ok LOR.... zhun zhun 2 months liao lo.... can have 2
mths anniversary liao.... lol.... really sot liao.... die...
boring boring~~~ haizzz heart feel sour leh... but i
nvr eat lemon.... stupid feeling....

=)

2009-08-03T01:24:00.003+08:00

quite late liaos..... but suddenly wan blog abit.....
need wake up at 6.... 4 and half more hrs of sleep left...
got presentation.... haven even read the slides... zzzz

=) 58 58 58 alr.... haven change at all... falling deeper..
crazy me....

today de part 1

2009-07-26T17:51:00.003+08:00

ok..... nth to do... so blog about wat happen today LOR...
haven transform yet arr... its pure boringness...

today actually is great grandma bday.... the great
grandma is bu shou one... actually going to visit... but
then mom say i going out so just dun come back very
ma fan... so i nvr go visit LOR... then jiu kanna scold by
somebody... =(
then i jiu go bishan find noe... then give her mascara
coz she forget bring... she got competition there... then
i bought the crispy chicken from shilin and the dunno
dunno wat... then actually still wan buy alot things...
then noelle say buy so much!! so i nvr buy LOR... then
lata i eat when noe putting her make up in toilet... then
jiu go there sit down... competition start liao... jiu listen
ppl sing... then zh come find us... then lata jw come just
in time to hear noe sing...
then lata when waiting results, jaye come... then after
quite long, results out liao.... jiu go home LOR... sit jaye car
till near my house then walk home... then somebody like
dun care dun care me... then jiu reach home bath then
now sitting infront of com blog LOR....

my first part of today jiu like tat LOR...

50~~

2009-07-26T17:42:00.004+08:00

oooo.... dunno what to blog about... feeling empty...
50 50 50 50 50 50 50 50 50 50.....

haha nth to say jiu spam 50 LOR....

Im not Ng....

2009-07-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

HAHA.... I am Donald Tan~~ =P
lol nth to do so copy how other ppl blog.... shud be like
this...

Milo: bro, i think i can understand alot of things u may
have did wrong leh... like too rash or wat... coz hor, i also
did those things b4 la... its a experience and a lesson
learnt... but u haven give up means game still not over
leh... now also not only u in the well... if who manage to
climb out of well first jiu go get rope save the other 1 lo...
Or may be after some rain the water lvl will rise then we
can float upwards and get out... or either we forget how
to swim and we drown... haha its suppose to sound chim
so the others wont know wat we talking... but i also dunno
is the rain coming or the rain haven come... haha... see
how lohs... like u always say...

eee but i dun have alot ppl wan to say things to leh... then
just end here lo....
Donald Tan Jun Xiang signs off~~ LOL

lalala

2009-07-09T23:51:00.002+08:00

lol i dunno wat to blog... but i feel like i shud update...
so i any how lo... craving for somebody~~ heeee
craving to learn car~~ craving for sweet and cold
stuffs~~ lol sound like gal... siannnn....

then nth to blog liao.... how?? wait till i got inspiration
LOR..

heehee

2009-06-30T18:33:00.005+08:00

=) today finish 2nd paper of mst... i.. nvr had have this feeling where when
teacher is collecting paper, and when i hear other ppl saying eh did u finish
bla bla bla... happy that they have finish... im thinking are u kidding me its
soooo easy... LOL... must thanks someone who made me wan to study... bcoz
she makes me think about 'hey wat if i dun have a career next time...' i mean
i have to plan for next time yea... letting the ppl u love have a better life... So
i found myself mugging during the last few days of holidays?? and i must
say its quite enuff LOL... starting to feel more grown up?? coz don thinks and
learn alot when he become emodon... yea emo.... mhm.. jiu shi ta.. =)

一段情两颗心
三个字是我爱你
无聊时就溜出去
期待每天在一起
巴不得粘着你
就这样的不分离
十全十美的爱情
从一到十等于我和你

haha this lyrics is cool.... =)

mugging week

2009-06-28T16:22:00.002+08:00

hee hee... time to blog again... this whole week i stayed
at home like i said and promised i will... =)
cant say i mugged madly but i did study and im proud
of it coz i normally dont?? LOL... okay~~ boring last day
of holiday...

haha just now i played audi for awhile after reading
through some notes... then zui jing after i bought some
clothes coz im quite rich of dens... i realise got quite a few
strangers keep requesting for me to be their cpl LOL...
and i rejected all... haizz so zuan yi LOL... then my fren
say lol u become girl magnet... then i tsk tsk her... where
got girl magnet... haha clubbing in audi is fun~~

i wan to blog about milo de bahs... LOL suddenly feel like
it eh... hmmm... milo is my bro le bahs.. he always pei me
dota or audi or chat when i emo le lohs.. and when i dun
feel like playing anything or wat, just wanna watch tv de,
he also let me quiet myself de bahs... then will understand
each others de mood and needs and other things le lohs...
thats wat bros is for wat, isn't it... heee i purposely talk
like milo and nz in this paragraph... all the le bahs and de
lohs... abit wierd but fun way of talking.. LOL~~

okie back to reading my last chapter...

hmm??

2009-06-23T17:55:00.002+08:00

hee.... i wanna try write a long long post... coz now im
having my break time from mugging and i have nth
to do... but what shud i start on first~~ ok anyhow...

Today i woke up at 12... then bathe and eat... started
to mug for my maths at 1 as i nvr go for lessons one...
so i chiong and chiong math... and wow i very jiao ao
to see myself so guai... WAHAHA... coz i promised to
mug for the rest of the week mah... so my maths will
be half done by tonight and i will finish it tmr... heee
i stopped mugging at 4... chionging 3 hrs str8 is not
bad alr ok... then i played abit of audition of milo and
talk to ys... he say put an A infront og my msn nick...
muggerdon become Amuggerdon.. then will sounds
like Amagaedon... ehhh i dunno how spell LOL...
Anyway im very bored right now... blog finish i jiu
continue mug liao...

Ok now lets talk about few days ago... Friday hor....
i did some ridiculous things.... LOL... now shud be only
milo and noe and xiuxiu know... wan know then ask
me on msn arr... but not everyone will tell... HAHA~~
then saturday wat did i do??? lol stay at home emo i
think.... then sunday also stay at home emo...

ok Ytd... went to JP at 11 to meet clara... but i reached
early... so went to buy bubble tea and something to
bite... then when clara come... she say say early drink
bubble tea arr.. i told her its champange grape... then
she reply u wan to get urself drunk issit LOL... tsktsk..
then we take bus to keniv's house.. have some secret
conversations LOL... joke.. then reach keniv house...
wait for alvin to come.. and so we started our mahjong
again... after playing mahjong we went to JP to eat
FISH N CO... then we went to cut hair... lol then keniv
very joke... he ask the guy he know F4 anot... then the
guy say u wan which one de hair... lol then after he cut
his hair... he go curl the back of his hair and style... its
not bad de lo.... then my turn... he cut... then lata he
took out something i zhi jie keep on OMG OMG.... he
wan to reborn parts of my hair... LOL... he jitao playing
with my hair sia... then when he reborn-ing i keep on
say die liao die liao~~ then he styled my hair...
i say why so flat de... so he said u dun wan flat arr...
and he styled again... ar har still not bad laa.. some part
of my hair so str8... joke...

then after that walk ard slack slack... keniv play arcade..
then ard 8... home sweet home~~~ wah i first time can
blog so much... learn from milo can type alot... HAHA~~
ok time to mug again...

Life...

2009-06-21T16:25:00.002+08:00

i wan to sound chim... hee...
this feeling have nvr came for more than half a year alr...
but now its back... Fear~~ trying to conquer my heart...
this pathetic fear... i defeated it half a year ago and now
its back for revenge... i need noe~~
actually i know the key to overcome it... A simple thing
of Trust and Perseverance... but to do these... its not that
easy as it sounds... i won against the pathetic fear b4 but
that time its a different key... the key to forget and start
anew....
yea yea so now i need the 'Trust' and 'Perseverance'....
But b4 that i need to get my confidence.... shi bu shi~~
lol chim chim chim.... dd stop thinking of the bad sides~~

mm~~

2009-06-20T11:54:00.001+08:00

13 days...

LaLa~~

2009-06-20T11:19:00.009+08:00

Im emo-ing early in the morning so i decided to blog
about chalet after reading other ppl blogs.. 4D3N chalet
just past so damn fast... like we haven even play enuff..
But nvm its fun...

1st day:
woke up quite early... wasted some time at home then
met milo at tpy... trained to pasir ris... chat all the way..
forget wat we talk about... then went to chalet.. only the
2 of us.... after like 1 hr?? sky they all come liao... still
very boring at first... play abit poker... then play blackjack
money de... think i no win no lose... then wait till keniv they
all come... book mahjong table... then slack ard wait for
the stupid table that takes 3hrs to come...then we finally
started our mahjong... we play 20 40 cents... after like
4 hrs... we finally finish our game... i won $45~~ lol.. by
then alr 11+ liao... forget wat we do for the rest of the night..
i think got blackjack... then crap... then sleep awhile

2nd day:
woke up after 3 hours of sleep... dunno wat i do... think i
slack ard... then finally when more ppl wake up... we played
mahjong... i lost $13 i think... then wat happen... oh ya we
went out to eat... dunno how to spell wat we eat... japanese
village... yea then some ppl went kbox... i went back chalet
with few others... then slack ard again then fell asleep...

3rd day:
woke up after 8 hrs of sleep... i know i sleep damn long...
think if im not wrong... i played blackjack with yongshen like
siao.... then after last 50 rounds.. won him $20... then he went
into the room... after like 5 mins... he came out and said:
"donald i challenge u to dai di... i dun believe i will lose." so i
play with him dai di like siao again... ask those ppl there... we
really play damn long.. then end up from $20 become $5 only....
then i take clara place in mahjong.... when i sit down i roughly
looked at the chips left coz clara say she losing... then i see its
losing $10... so i started playing.... luckily when the game end....
i lost a few cents only... LOL... then we decided that lata at night
we shud play again... so we went for bbq... then ate till we happy..
then me sky clara keniv went up... bathed... then MAHJONG...
1st match of mahjong super funny... i winning... and keniv very
pekchek... coz he sit beside me then i nvr feed him any tiles
after the 2nd round... then after that.. we start 2nd match... i
started feeding him abit... then lata he and clara won... then lata
after the 2nd match... we decided to continue playing.. but
when we play till half... we all damn tired.. so we decided ok
last round... then that round i didn't talk much coz super
tired... i just keep on hit my tiles... then lata i realise ehh my
tiles all wan zi... then i started to rearrange then hit 1 more
useless tiles... then someone hit dunno wat wan zi and i won....
yi se... 12.80 just like tat... yay... then i lie on sofa and fell
asleep... aha realise the last night of every chalet i will sleep on
sofa....

4th day:
woke up at 9.... then lata woke everyone up... then check out...
then some went home some of us went to white sands to eat...
then we super high la.... after we eat immediately say wan
go watch movie... super high... so in the end, me milo nz erica
grace renjie went to watch drag me to hell... then went home...
nvr sleep... later on at night still play dota with milo they all...
lol then finally fall asleep at 3am...

=|

2009-06-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

wo.. hui hai pa deng dai....
ke shi.. wo hai shi yao deng...

(=

2009-05-30T11:19:00.006+08:00

Arrrrr~~~ wo bian ben le~~~ *bite upper lip* LOL
some ppl know why i bian ben... haizzz... lalala nth to
blog about...

my wish from last post still haven come true~~
haha not becoz i cannot ba... bu yong jing, i wait...
how long it takes... dou bu yong jing~~

but i really bian ben le... jialat.. haha short post since
i really nth to tell..

Just thoughts~~

2009-05-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

I..... not emo oo... just suddenly got this feeling...
hope have a girlfren can pei me go watch movie... whens the
last time i watch movie with a gal?? wah damn long leh...

All wilson fault la... put wat msn nick.. say hope got gf can
watch movie with him. Then now his wish become real... ok
not gf watch with him, but its gal watch with him... Hahaz
siannnn....

nth much to blog about.. Camp is like 2 days time~~ abit
worry abit qi dai... how~ lalala I NO EMO...

Yao Xiu TONNING!~

2009-04-19T17:29:00.005+08:00

ok firstly lets talk about thursday.... Nth much in the
afternoon coz rot at home then went to sch at evening
time... go club slack and stuffs yeah..

Then FRIDAY... Wake up so early for the first time in
this holiday, to pei who?? LOL... then meeting, and the
most important part of the day.. Grace and sky bday
celebration~~ then celebration was nuts and hell, running
ard playing with cream of the cake... DAMN tiring~~
THEN right after that, we went to ton, where?? TOPONE
I sang alot coz dunno y alot songs is my type of song...
LOL... then 6.15 am finally can go home...

BTW saturday alr, 7am reach home, bath then dry hair...
8 went to sleep BUT guess wat... WOKE up at 1pm go PS
pei who?? LOL~ me clara huiyan wilson do some shopping.
walk from PS to orchard, takashimaya, far east BLA BLA...
then went to eat some jap restaurant at Marina square..
then me sky wilson huiyan decided to ton when we eating..
LIKE AGAIN!! then i started to calling people to jio them to
ton~~ First to call of coz yongshen..
Convo is something like tat:

Me: Hello yongshen arr, 你在家arr?? 睡够了吗?
Ys (alr feeling something wrong) : 我... 睡够了..
Me (feeling happy coz he slept enuff) : 你睡够了arr... 我喜欢!!!
Ys (confirm got something wrong liao) : why leh??
Me : 今晚我们ton la~ changi airport

So in the end, hes persuaded and i use the same method
ask raymond to ton... ok so we ton at changi airport... ONE
whole group of ppl.. Yongshen me wilson sky raymond grace
shulan cynthia peilin kaiyuan esther... Coz xiuxiu in the morning
flying to china mah u all know... Then morning theres ppl
that came to join us to send xiuxiu off... her fan club so big LOL!!

Then we went tampines eat macdonald... then alot ppl went home
alr... then play arcade... slowly got ppl buay tahan jiu go home...
then sole survivor is me wilson yongshen... Clara huiyan not
counted coz they got rest LOL.... ok then we watched 17 again...
Then went home~~ on the way home me yongshen and wilson say,
if in this week anyone say anything about tonning...
WE are going to ding dong ding dong him till he die... thats the
punishment for guys, gals haven think LOL..

Me and wilson only sleep 8 hours in this 3 nights sia... so Hardcore.
break cmcc high score alr... now tonning more than 1 time in a row
is called The Legendary Yao Xiu TONNING...

WAHAHA pictures wait next time see first LOL

Dunno wat to put for title after thinking for 5 mins

2009-04-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

hee... ok holiday was like all about cmcc.... going out with
cmcc.. go sch for cmcc. haha but it was all fun...

ytd... eh no no its thursday... went to sch for meeting then
our nightwalk and stuffs.. ton in sch.. some play bball some
sing some sleep and bla bla bla...

eh cannot like tat my blog so boring. must high abit....
yeah then... morning i realise i forget tell my parents i nvr
go home that night... and my parents no CALL me.. so i
decided to call them... the conversation is like tat
Me: Hello pa pa arr, 你在哪里？
Dad: 在家..
Me: then mummy leh?
Dad: 她在冲凉....
Me: then 你知道我不在家吗???
Dad: Har?? then 你在哪里？
Me: 我在学校....
Dad: 我还以为你在房间睡觉...

LOL joke right.... Clara u still nvr blog about this

ok then we went clementi eat... Clara, Yongshen, Sky
and me talk about so many things.. fun chatting...

oh ya i so scared... bcoz camp need sing... SING with
yenru somemore... she so pro. i very pressure loo...
haizzz...

Clara u see i mention u 3 times.. other ppl only once...
like tat then call once ok!~~
hmm dunno still got wat can blog liao..

Too long no blog~~

2009-03-30T22:45:00.003+08:00

haha time to blog again....
so so so so long no blog..

HAPPY~~ coz i bought a new jacket and shirt!!
and im pleased with them... wooo~~~~

haha i quite lazy to blog about wat events happened recently..
BCOZ ppl that read my blog all know wat happen mah haha~~
but overnight in club was fun...
go out with alvin and keniv super joke... Alvin keep on crapping.
like non-stop LOL...

my room having tv soon...
Either Iphone or some other phone coming to me duirng april~~
so wats there for me to complain..
WAHA

PUB

2009-03-09T01:16:00.002+08:00

HAHA went pub ytd night... so cool.... ok firstly,
we were suppose to meet at cityhall at 10... THEN HOR,
THOSE OLD ONES SIBEI DUA PAI.... make me wait 1 HR!
then peilin and sky reach... then we went meet xiu and cyn...
then we cab to clarke and walk around to find a pub....

After walking one round we finally decided on fashion bar....
went in sit down, order stuffs.... wanted to take pics but the
stupid pub so dark... then all our stupid phone no flash....
then started talking lo.... drink talk drink talk.... FORGET
bring cards.... nai nai....

AND HOR MOST IMPORTANTLY.... SOMEONE NVR TURN
UP.... GUESS WHO... THE ORGANISER OF THE PUBBING
THING NVR COME... SAY SHE FALL ASLEEP.... TELL HER
DUN FALL ASLEEP ALR... THEN STILL DROP PHONE ON
FLOOR WHEN SHE SLEEP THEN WE CANNOT CONTACT
HER.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STILL GOT WHO.. MY SHI FU LA....
TSK...

lol.... angry.... WHERES my club key...

Long time no post

2009-03-07T17:22:00.002+08:00

Ok looks like i got my mood to blog again LOL....
ok firstly.... mst was ok ok.... nth to complain nth to
happy.... heeee

then right after mst..... CHALET!!!
AHA.. chalet have lots and lots and lots of fun can....
mahjong all the way wah song.... And hor during the
2nd night alvin keniv me in room mans talk.... LOL
this is when all the scandals start... Alvin too many
scandal me and keniv have fun....
then keniv also got scandal.... Only i dun have LOL

ok see arrr.... cmcc total scandal = 9
Alvin = 4
keniv = 1
the rest is unkown LOL.....

AHA then 3rd night we 5 guys.... Ys, me, keniv, alvin
and sky have our camp night walk talk.... gave lots of
ideas and thats when our " 打!!! " 潮流 came up....
Fun huh....

then meeting ytd.... got my post as quartermaster.....
LOL boring post lai de.... hmm now cmcc getting fun...
especially with our scandal team working so hard for our
orientation camp.... HAH...

see donald no more emo... coz cmcc so fun... so many good
brothers... so many good frens.... got Gf is just a bonus....
noe noe say i got so many things other ppl dun have... seee
i so many bonus.... 有没有~

Mmmm nth to say liao... tonight go out with shifu and others...
aiya all the old one la.... LOL....

mmm thanks ppl again...

alvin and keniv coz tgt with them so fun yeah...

scandal team which include that 2 si gi na above coz we 5 tgt
really abit out of control but yeah we are great...

noe noe coz she most understand me liao... always no need tell
her y i emo she ownself know...

Okiess... thx finish liao

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T00:35:00.003+08:00

hmm this is a rather happy and emo post.... coz im mixed
with happiness and sadness now.... complicated huh....

Tmr can going celebrate with a few frens from my group
in cmcc that are singles.... LOL go sing k... Fa xie fa xie....
tmr night then update on the details.... Coz i dont know
wats going to happen tmr, like duuuhhhh.... If i know wats
going to happen then i wont have so many emo time.....

Y emo?? haha... last time i use to talk to eve alot coz i still
love her... but now i dunno how to say... i dun talk to her as
much... coz i will have the 心痛 and 心酸 feeling when i talk
to her.... HAH even though i tell noe noe she need to sing
to me di jiu ye alr... TSK!!!
still 1-3 mths needed like i predicted... =)

QUIZ noelle tag me

2009-02-05T21:42:00.004+08:00

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single - Yes i am....
2. Are you happy - Not very
3. Are you bored - TOTALLY
4. Are you fair - ok ok la...
5. Are you Italian - no la duhhh
6. Are you intelligent - Very haha..
7. Are you honest - Yes honest boy..
8. Are you nice - Super cann...
9. Are you Irish - noooo...
10. Are you Asian - YUP..

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Ng Jun Xiang Donald
2. Nicknames - dd = damn diao LOL
3. Birth place - Mount Evernon Hospital?? Aiya dunno la
4. Hair colour - brown-black, but not golden brown. LOL copy from noelle
5. Natural hair style - ermm dunno hao say..
6. Eye colour - Black
7. Birthday - 15th December 1991
8. Mood - Sian...
9. Favourite colour - Blue, purple, black and forget some
10. One place you'd like to visit - Taiwan??

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE <3
1. Have you ever been in love - YES
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - YES
3. Do you currently have a crush? - ermm dunno how to put it nvm
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Guess soo..
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - Think so...
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yes baaa...
7. Have you ever like someone but never told them - yup... long long long time ago..
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Depends......
9. Who was the last person you hugged - Eve looo
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - Eve looo

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - LOVE!
2. Hard liquor or beer - hard liquor looo
3. Cats or dogs - Dogs la duuuhhh i got 2 dogs...
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - A few best friends..
5.Creamy or crunchy - see firstt... my dog name creamy LOL
6.Pencil or Pen - Pencil coz u can erased wats writen...
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - ROMANTIC NIGHT IN... wild night out also can la
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness la duhhh... i can change all my money i my cupboard now for my happiness alright...
9. Night or day - night baa.... i think
10. IM or phone - I also dunno wats IM

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - I dun sneak
2. Seen a polar bear - haha in zooo
3. Done something you regret - yeah got...
4. Bungee jumped - nope
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - On my bed got la LOL, floor like nvr
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - ehhh i dunno wat issit
7. Been caught naked - no??
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Haizzz my answer is obvious
9. Cried because you lost a pet - yeah got
10. Wanted to disappear - I guess soo

TEN PPREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Must choose arr?? can dont??
2. Light or dark hair - i very sui he one...
3. Hugs or kisses - Definitely hugs... miss someone's hug haha
4. Shorter or taller - Shorter la...
5. Intelligence or attraction - ehh both also got la... abit of both
6. Topman or Zara - Topman??
7. Funny or serious - right one at the right time...
8. Older or Younger - Also cann..
9. Outgoing or quiet - Dun too outgoing LOL
10. Sweet or bad - Which idiot will choose bad pls tell me

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - NO...
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - LOL 9 hrs also got liao
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - nope
4. Ever been to a rock concert - nope
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - nope
6. Ever been on a dance team - Nope
7. Ever been on a sports team - guess so...
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - nooo
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - next time la... last time got own toy de... HAHA
10. Ever been in a rap video? - No

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - ehhh noelle??
2. Last person you hugged - I tot above say liao...
3. Last person you hung out with - Noelle?? Jaye??
4. Last time you worked - LOL long ago la... for my dad
5. Last person you talked to - my mom??
6. Last person you IM'd - dunno wats that
7. Last person you texted - Noelle
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Eve LOL quite long ago
9. Last person/thing you missed - Eve
10. Last website visited - Noelle's blog

TEN... PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
1. Eve
2. Shifu
3. Shulan
4. Xiuxiu
5. Cynthia
6. Melissa
7. Yenru
8. Grace

Dunno le see who read my blog lo the last 2 HAHA

TIME

2009-02-02T00:44:00.004+08:00

I realised the importance of time... how important it is??
Its all about life...

Everyone on earth, without knowing enters others life...
And that without knowing, starts to affect the ppl ard
you in ur life... Ppl will leave ones life someday... Its just
the matter of time... some leave ones life without knowing
again... some leave ones life becoz of conflicts... some left
sorrowness behind... some left loneliness behind... and
here comes sadness, hate, anger and others lots of way
of leaving ones life...

And after the damage is dealt, one have to heal slowly....
both on the mind and soul... one have to rest bcoz of all
the tiring things that happened... And thus once again, its
a matter of time when one finally heals completely...

Why is time so important... Why does time pass so fast
when one is happy and heals slowly when one is sad... This
is unexplainable coz its how we humans are made and how
life is...

Donald sometime hates myself, why?? bcoz my character
make me want to understand everything well... Donald
does his best to understand when he wants to... But bcoz
of this... Donald understands too much, he know too much
and this is why when something happen. he gets affected
twice as much....
And who can understand y i think like that?? i think its
shifu.. she another one who is same as me... Alw knowing
alot... Wat can be done?? We are "Ba gua gong shi" de
head leh... its born in us....

How i wish i can fast forward time by lets say 3 mths???
3 mths shud be enuff...

Ok i wan thanks ppl also... i wan to thanks.. ermmm....
xiuxiu for talking with me when im bored yeah...
cynthia for talking to me too haha u noe i noe.....

of coz shi fu though i very long nvr talk to her but how
can i forget shes 1 of the most important woman in my
life??

And lastly... who leh???

.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.

Star la still got who.... she pei me the most... she make me
laughed the most.. she show her care for me ermm.... in all
my frens the most?? haha and yet shes not 1 of the most
important woman in my life lo... shes like rank 2...

ok u all dunno the rank let me show ya'all :
1) Most Important Woman -- Shifu, Eve
2) Favourite Gal -- Noelle
3) Got Feeling de Gal
4) Can chat things with de Gal [newly added LOL] -- Shulan
5) Adorable Gal
6) Average -- Cynthia!!

HAHA see got rankings....

noelle at rank 2 only lo... yet she cares most... ok cannot say
she care most she show her care most.... show show show...
oh yeah star = noelle... i dunno how to put her in rank 1 coz
it will be super awkward so just leave it there yeah...

NOELLE u see 1 big part of my post about u... give u so good
reputation LOL....
kk

-THE END-

emo emo once again....

2009-01-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

我們曾愛的瘋狂為追求感覺就拼命去闖 oh yeah
我們曾太過健忘來不及珍惜徒增了悲傷 oh yeah
是誰習慣了對方才讓平淡推翻了過往
從今路不再一樣未來不再能分享曾給的承諾卻還在心上

lalala my emo is always sudden de can... haizz.... im
so hopeless... shucks... can only say i miss those times..
"but wats the use thinking of the past" thats wat ppl say
but listen to this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qCnL7vTqQs&feature=related

theres a sentence inisde...
" How can i move on... When im still in love with you~ "

yay emoooo~~~~

emo day....

2009-01-16T21:08:00.003+08:00

OH SHARKS I TYPE A VERY LONG POST THEN
MY INTERNET CUI NOW NEED RETYPE....

i dun care i summarise...

today donald emo-ed in club... if any of u realise....
but shulan realised... we ask me go help her carry
things then she talked to me....

kk ppl like yeeting read liao confirm come ask me
why i emo... so wait till u ask then i say... i dun wan
say here coz not everyone can understand ba...

kk super summarised version....
yay alot emo songs suits me now haha...

finally i emo abit

2009-01-12T20:18:00.002+08:00

lol was talking to star~~.... she say she ate rice and
soup and chicken... then i jitao think i so long nvr eat
this type of things... then i realise last time i eat mom
cook de things is at eve's house.... her mom always
cook rice and chicken soup and a few dishes... i always
eat at her house....
argghhh
miss those time so much... haizzz....

star always make me suddenly emo... then make me
not emo again.... LOL

zzzzzz

2009-01-11T14:24:00.002+08:00

haha finally the busy week is over.... open house was
rather alright coz it brought all of us tgt... thats y i
say we shud have activities more often yeah...

ytd went des house ton with ys.... LOL the most high
of the night is when des is sleeping... wah me and ys
laugh till got 内伤 liao... we keep am chio-ing coz we
dun wan make des wake up and spoil our fun LOL...

haha joke no wonder i keep coughing now.... 内伤内伤

busy

2009-01-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

haha this week is quite a busy week sia... but fun
everyday go clubhouse till so late then go home....
fool around with cmcc talk talk chat chat gossip
gossip play play sing sing eat eat... LOL its fun
alright...

lots of funny things happen cann.. haha but i also
dunno wat to blog about just feel that i shud come
blog...

next time blogging shud be saturday ba.. coz after
open house shud have alot things happen... heee

Update!!

2009-01-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

OK its a new year... Donald is sick =( i have this
totally insane illness call "cough".... and note my cough
is no normal cough... i totally cough till my body aches
and most importantly i just leg cramped bcoz of cough
WTH... cough till stomach cramp can i nvr tried cough
till leg cramp... so pain...
ok nvm about the sick donald will get well soon =P

first week of sch is quite normal.... monday so sian...
tuesday no go sch coz i simply pon and wed no go sch
coz only got 1 lesson and i pon again and thursday
everyone knows theres no sch....
oooo friday.... after gems went to club... then went to
fc5 coz they having keyboard lesson in club... we chat
alot yeah and so called gossips... and shulan also asked
us on feed backs since we joined cmcc....
then 5.30 meeting, nth much but it was fun chatting
and after meeting we went to eat zhi cha at esplanade
there.... its very nice and we said will go again... Then
went home, shulan stop with me and TPY and i wait
with her for her bus... we chatted and yeah shes always
like a big sis... =)
reach home ard 11.30 haha....

Gotta admit hanging out with cmcc ppls is still the most
fun but we simply need to go out more hahahaha...

Sch starts tmr!!!

2008-12-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

This is so no fun can.... tmr sch starts liao... ok im not
unhappy with sch starting... i dun mind getting busy
with cmcc but i totally hate assignments... okkaaay...
everyone dun like assignment... who like assignment
pls tag in my tagbox me so that i can give u a good
bashing when i see u next time LOL...

Other than that it wud be ok.... this last term faster
end haha.... then next term after this is where all the
farm starts... *hiak hiak hiak*

ok blog finish le... only came to say tmr sch start and
it have good points and bad points...

ooooo

2008-12-28T03:16:00.002+08:00

haha ok i took this quiz on facebook "wat is ur colour"
and it says my colour is green???
And it describes wats about me and theres 1 sentence
"You are a fun-loving person who is... healing"

LOL im like oooo wat shud i say... LOL im green yeah
green...

Hols almost over...

2008-12-27T01:22:00.002+08:00

Alright its midnight... im a lil moody right now... Bcoz
of lots of things... some of u will know the real reason
but im not saying it out... There are other reasons...

1 of them is..... sch is starting.... my holis is not great..
In fact, this is the worst holiday of my life but it will all
just past and become history... Frens that tried to make
me happy this holiday, thanks you all yeah u guys did
make me happy... But u know after that it all goes back
to the point and stupid thoughts take over again...

Another reason.... sch start means work work and work
goshh lucky its just for a month plus... i like to be busy
BUT not with sch work yeah... but since its the finals i'll
really study... no more relationship no more distraction
lets go for it... Though i wud really give up anything for
this rs...
Cmcc lets get busy this term yeah... i will participate in
everything~~ heee

Didn't really have this feeling for quite some time... I
used to have it during my sec sch life... Everytime holis
is ending, just gets moody... But this is the first time since
i came into poly... awww

Wish eve will be happy.... yeah i know she is... But always
happy. I have gave up on hope alr... let everything goes
according to fate... wish that her next rs will really be the
correct one coz she have been looking for the right one
for so looong... hope that she wont get hurt or cry so much
like her previous rs including mine... I gave in all i had and
i cant take all out... thus i will still treat her well whenever
she wants me to... though i think she will totally forget abt
me when she go into another rs... u know thats human,
tends to forget about other things when they are like so
high and happy or something... But when ur sad, u will
always know who to find... who will the be the one that will
climb out of bed at midnight to do anything for u...

yay being moody sucks coz it makes me thinks alot and wont
have the feelings to do anything... even plying games or watch
some nice movies cant help...

HAHA drunk??

2008-12-26T00:48:00.002+08:00

i know my msn pm say im drunk LOL.. but actually im
not... haha just that i drank abit just now~~

it all starts on christmas eve... ok its christmas day coz
its midnight when it happens, i was watching show in
my room i think is "kang xi lai le" then my bro came in
with a wine glass... Then he tell me to try it and says its
milo... LOL obviously its not although the colour looks
like it... Then i drank and i was like OMG illl so not nice
cannn.... Then he went back to his room and after awhile
i start to think the liquor not bad LOL....

Then just now i went to pour some on a glass and drink...
Its called Baileys liquor i think... i realised its 17% LOL!!
i first time drink and i drink 17%... but after tat few mouth
im surprised i dun feel anything just that my throat is hot..
haha cooooool...

Super missing eve suddenly... haha just miss her face miss
her smile miss her voice miss her hug... thats all heeeee~~

Only loners get stuck at home with their msn during XMAS!!

2008-12-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

YEAH im 1 of the loner... u guys where not happy...
LOL im laughing but IM not happy haha.... I wanna
be out there party-ing... come oonn...

this is damn boring... seeing ur frens schedules is so
tight they take 3 days to celebrate christmas BUT
pathetic me dun even have a date haha... only can
blame myself all my good frens is NOT SINGLE!!!
all zhong se qing you go out with gfs and bfs... haha
if its me also do the same thing so cant blame cant
blame...

I swearrr... from the next holiday onwards i wont be
like this at home almost everyday... roarr i miss the
night outside... so peaceful so nice... i now thinking of
sitting by the beach at night haha joke...

new year is coming... after chinese new year all the
moneys come in... great GUYS feb holiday we are
having chalet alright.. CMCC chalet.. next year gonna
be fun =P
Freshies will be our fun wahahaha!!!!

2008-12-23T01:56:00.002+08:00

After reading one of my frens blog... ok shes like emoing
the post says things like how does it feels when u looked
so forward to celebrating ur birthday with ur loved one
and suddenly something happen bla bla bla... Like got
work or something...

After i read... I am like i totally understand ur feeling
alright... How much u tot it will be the best birthday ever
like u are flying in the sky then suddenly ur wings just
gotten ripped off by ur loved one and u drop down...
that totally hurts like hell.... The impact will be quite big
according to how much u look forward to ur birthday...
i super duper looked forward to my birthday and xmas
this year but my wings was taken away... So i totally
know how that feels...

May be not celebrating ur birthday is the best thing coz
u wont look forward really... Hope everythings gonna be
fine when the new year starts... xian ku hou tian... may
luck fall upon me on 1st of jan... we shall see...

oh and noelle is right... di jiu ye.. after that i didn't dream
of eve.... though i hope i dream of her tonight haha...

2008-12-19T01:20:00.005+08:00

Today i have nth to blog about.... so just blog about
wat i tot about and figured out.

Have been lieing on my bed and recalling times that
was really wonderful... Realise the small lil things a
guy can do to care for his gf... May be his gf wont
even notice but one day when shes doing the same
thing i am doing now, lieing on the bed thinking through...
she may realise all the things that have been done for
her and understand how serious u are towards this
relationship...
A guy doesn't have to act when hes in a relationship...
he wants his gf to know the true him coz they have to
be tgt most of the time... All the lil things that u will do
for ur gf will be done automatically... Like when u see
her sitting down, u will care for her and push the chair
in for her... When u sees that shes feeling cold, u take
out her cardigan and help her wear it...

I've learnt that i miss out so much lil things that i can
do for eve... too much that im starting to think i've took
her for granted when we are tgt... And i've also recalled
the thinks she did for me... Especially when im sleeping,
she always make sure i slept soundly... I can rem exactly
all the details of her face when shes asleep like lots and
lots of pictures making into a video... sometime when i
am watching show and laughing my ass out... it will just
appear out of no where.... Looking at her face when shes
sleeping just make me smile... smiling at how adorable
she is.... Just wanna hug her tight and stop at that second
in life...

Ppl learn from every relationship they go through...
When we are in a relation... we are like caterpillas just
eating and eating non-stop enjoying the never-ending
love we are being fed with.... when the relation comes
to an end... we become a pupa... hiding inside the shell...
learning our mistakes and healing our wounds... When
we are finally ok we break out from our shell and turns
into the butterfly... coz we learn from our mistake and
became something more beautiful.... its a whole process
of a relationship...

Im not crying when i write this post... just filled with
tears in my eyes.... typing everything that came to my
mind.... once again, eve is really so lovely... oh ya and
ytd is the 9th night i dream about eve... if tonight again
means 10th le....

2008-12-17T21:59:00.009+08:00

heehee im back home.... today slacked at home did nth

then suppose to meet noelle, yl, rj, jaye at tanjong pagar

at 5.30... so i left house at 4.45...

when im on mrt i sms noelle where she is... Then she

replied "Haha, novena nia. Will late la, lol!"..... Then my

train suddenly said "next stop, newton~"

WHICH means im at novena!!! LOL i replied noelle

eh i also just reach novena... so she told me shes at green

seat and tell me go find her... i realised i also at green seat

which means we are close... so i stand up and went to find

her sitting at a corner seat.... haha

THEN theres more... she took out a packet of cookies which

look like this

OK it looks nice la is hp cam abit cui ok... theres a note
saying " DONALD. Stay happy Lor! i know i very good~
anyway, happy xmas! :D "
WAH she made for me loo.... ytd she still say she learn
bake cookie... actually is made for ppl de.... haha not
only me got la but noelle said she only give 10 ppl AND
im 1 of them..... GAN DONG DAO~~~~
All i can say is noelle damn good can..... haha i dun even
have anything for her.... next time next time i give u.

Then after everyone reach tanjong pagar... we head
towards the music sch there where they are going to
have their auditions for a compt.... after all registered
and sang finish.... we came out of the building and noelle
is like non-stop complaining to her bf she nvr sing well
bla bla bla Lol... and jaye is like omgggg can u stoppp~~
Haha we went to dhoby ghaut eat the dunno wat laugh
quite alot..... NOELLE 失恋无罪!!!!!!!! roarr.... haha
relacs luhhh u nvr sing that bad okkk~~ got zx meh...
even if zx also not u wan de mah... so its ok alright!!!

then went walking ard in PS with rj and yl then home we
go~~~ oh we was saying we must have alot activities
during the next holiday.... CHALET IS A MUST!!!! WE
the new batch of committeee demand for a chalet!!!!
LOL.... haha noelle is sweet but eve is more SWEET!!!
sry luh i hua chi LOL lil things eve do can make me very
happy alr....

ok thats all for the day ba think nth is gonna happen for
the rest of the day..

OHOHOH and i rem how sick i was telling rj and yl how
much i wish for something to happen.... SOMETHING
BIG~~~ as in really BIG~~ lol ok not that big just wan
may be something happen receive a call at late midnight
asking me to go where or something... know wat i mean??
or like zombies attack LOL... just something that can
make the holiday more things to do.... i know u guys get
wat i mean haha....

OK so guess lata nth big will happen... though i wish
something will happen.... of coz better be good things...
ADD ON ADD ON the cookies noelle make is NICE de
cannnnnn......OMG its nicer than famous amos!!!

For Noelle LOL

2008-12-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

im gonna have a post just for noelle, my good fren
=)
shes damn good and nice can.... like wat i said in my
last post i reached home very early ytd and is damn
bored.... i watch movie using my com till 9+ and here
comes noelle.... LOL she entertain me by singing for
me.... so sweeet right?? she sing me happy birthday
song in 3 language loooo...
then after that she sing me the song 祖我生日快乐...
But only 1/3 of the song awwww.... But after listening
to her singing.... i suddenly very miss eve de singing
can.... zzzz
but noelle very good luh.... oh ya and today afternoon
i say i hungry.... she draw macdonalds for me loo... got
drinks got burger got fries.... haha not like shifu they
all so bad nvr pei me.... LOL jk jk...

ok moral of the post.... be good frens with noelle wont
regret de....
haha note this post is i ownself write de noelle nvr
force me to write LOL!!!

im back....

2008-12-15T18:05:00.003+08:00

haizzz.... sry i start my post with haizzz but i must
admit all i can do is haizzz now.... y??? hmm coz I feel
a lil dissapointed.... not bcoz my bday is not fun, i
guess its becoz i wanted more...

Let me explain.... during october and early november..
i tot that my bday is gonna be the best this year coz im
going to just celebrate with eve.... may be only at her
house or go outside... But as long as its with her its gonna
be the best... Then when it reach late november... My
dream was smashed and i only wanted a celebration with
my cmcc frens including shifu, eve, yl, xiu.....
Then december came.... i changed again and tot that i
will get to celebrate with my frens in the afternoon and
go out with eve after that....

OK so it came to today which is my bday.... we went to
The Cathay and ate western food.... they shared and bought
me a present.... which is a bag... then they also bought a
small piece of cake LOL lucky its small if not i sure vomit
after i eat it alllll alone.... then we went shopping ard for a
while..... i know that eve is going to find her fren lata... so
was alr abit down.... then after some shoppings shifu and wj
asked if we wanted to watch movie.... xiu and yl said no
money and of coz eve say she going find fren... so after a lil
more shopping shifu and wj dissappeared.... eve says shes
going alr so she gave me a hug and went.... then its me, yl
and xiu.... of coz we have nth to do and decided to go home...
Yl take the diff line as me and xiu so we seperated again....
me and xiu take the train towards marina bay, on the train i
smsed eve.... haha she say she guilty and say if i really very
bored can go find her.... but then she said shes with vernice
who i know and vernice 2 sis who i dont know.... they gals
doing shopping at far east y shud i go and make them have
less fun.... so i still decided to went home...

haha im home so super early.... hoping that something will
happen lata and someone ask me out or something... wish
something just happen BCOZ my bday is not over yet....
haha but guess nth will happen.... not looking forward too
much or even greater dissapointment will come....

Alright i have nth to say anymore... may be another post
lata during the nights....

LEARN ppls...

2008-12-15T10:57:00.003+08:00

ok i happen to be reading blogs and realise that this
fren of mine wrote a simply good paragraph of things
that i wan u ppl to read....

To have good friends that do not mind to help you when you are faced with problems in your life is a fortune, a very great fortune indeed. However, these friends might be the people you did not care about when you were in the peak of your life. These friends that I am talking about definitly includes your partner in life or even the two people who have been there for you since you have been born. I personally feel that it is really difficult to not take things people always do for you for granted. The care and love keeps coming till you even forgot to say a simple "Thank you", till you even complain that you are not getting enough attention, till you even compare them to others who just happen to "poke" into your life. I'll do my best to treat these people even better day by day because I know that one day, I might not have to the chance to tell that person how much I also love her.

this is especially for eve.... dun compare anyone that
just appear in ur life to the ppl u alr have by ur side...
its very hurting and dissapointing for those that alr
cared about u for that long... Dun tell me u know this
bcoz u simply dont know... Anyway she dun have my
blog she wont get to read it.... alright ppl... do learn
from it and keep it in mind coz its really really a simple
but yet meaningful thing....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself!!!!

2008-12-15T10:25:00.003+08:00

YEAH today, december 15th.... ITS my birthday, im
up early blogging... going out lata with shifu, eve, yl
and xiu.... didn't ask wat we gonna do... I leave it all
to my shifu to decide....
oh i know i said eve wont be going at the previous post
but haha she can come le so abit change of mood lo....
But she told me tuesday she got chalet.. which made me
worried abit... but shes a grown up gal she can take care
of herself....
hmmm its still early and i dunno wat to do.... yeah thx
ppl that msg me happy bday.... PY, yl, junjie.... eve told
happy bday on msn alr... the rest haven ba its too early
wahaha.....
i shall try to blog a long post when i come back tonight...
depends on how much things we do.... and did we take
pictures.... alright i shall stop... tonight~~~

New hair~~

2008-12-14T22:26:00.005+08:00

Im back home.... today i went out in the afternoon
with my parents.... Went to get my hair done..... First
time dye my hair.... So the colour takes damn long to
"eat" in.... its brown alright although its cant really be
seen... it will get clearer after a few more days.... then
highlight by bleaching it.... takes as long as dye-ing...
that can be seen more clearly haha.....

Then went with my family to east coast there eat
dunno wat restaurant i forgot... But its western.... it
have really nice food alright.... i ate lobster luingine....
its pasta with a lobster on it LOL!! Then we went
parkway to shop abit coz my bro wanted to change
his phone but in the end nvr... And back home looo.....

Oh ya.... and when im still at parkway.... Shifu tell me
eve tmr not going to my bday celebration coz she
quarrel with her mom and her mom dun wan give her
money.... say too ex.... Auntie nvr give me face sia ='(
and this information given from shifu totally spoiled
my mood... Imagine ''''' 1 of my most important woman
in my life isn't going to my bday celebration'''''
thats so freaking sad can..... haizzz nvm loooo next time
then bring her out... haizzz indeed not a very very great
bday after all....

2008-12-13T23:22:00.005+08:00

OK im back from mel bday celebration.... hmm nth
much we went bugis eat then lata walk abit... Then
sit at TCC and talk and drink.... of coz got a cake for
mel.... haha nth much to say la...

Pictures i took.... i anyhow take de LOL

time passes slowly~~

2008-12-13T14:20:00.005+08:00

haha i decided to blog now coz i have nth to do...
And going to blog again when i come home tonight
after mel bday celebration...

ok i have nth to say.... but haha ytd night was the
4th night i dreamt about eve.... Y she appear in my
dream everynight... but those dream are no
bad dreams so haha its quite great... though nth
much happen in the dreams la... Dun anyhow tink
ok............

hmmm suddenly make me very curious... about
dreams.... we dream of ppl we keep thinking of???
or its just happen to come out... i tink its wat we keep
thinking of coz its our brain mah... haha my shi fu
appears in my dream too just not as often as eve...
who else i cant really rem only can rem they 2.... haha
and of coz my mom also alot.... hmm let me say some
rou ma de hua.... eve and shifu is other than my mom
the most important woman to me.. LOL... as a fren?? or
a sister?? or an adviser?? haha really very important!!
rou ma right?? But i really mean it~~
=P

i shall blog again tonight....

Blog b4 i sleep

2008-12-13T02:33:00.004+08:00

ok.... im wondering something... hmm its about eve
nth much just thinking how important is us this
group of frens to her.... haha coz realised she went
out with another group of frens more than us...

but she assured me she dun have dun wan us just
that diff group of frens have diff purpose... And i let
her know tat if she has any trouble... Other than
her father... i will be the first to chiong there no matter
wat if she bother to let me know first la... Also told
her i wan to see her smile to me more like ytd we went
out....

Oh i know i shudn't but i also wondered... wat if 2 group
of frens and she have to choose 1.. which group will be
chosen??? of coz i dun expect any answer haha coz its
like very bad... Then i even wondered further.... wat if
its me and ron that she have to choose... which one a
better fren??? i dont know and i dont wish she have to
choose... i hope ron can stop his act, stop like targeting
me alright... i dont even know u... and u dont know me.
may be thats his character... but i dun like it coz its
simply guai lan.. u dont know how much i have hate u
but bcoz i dont know u im trying to be frenly alright...
dun appreciate it its ok...

Alright i have blogged wat i figured out and yet to
figured out today.... haha hope my blog can help some
frens in trouble coz it alr helped some... not help la
but let them know theres ppl with the same thinking
like them and can always talk to me... HAHA
off to bed then... ermmm ok im alr on my bed...
off to lala land then...

nth much for today

2008-12-12T11:15:00.005+08:00

ok its a boring day again... im stuck at home so
bored.... play maple awhile... play facebook wan
go out also dunno go where.... Bored like hell LOL
wish everyday got something to do outside not
at home....

ok so im thinking wat to do next

This is more like wat i wan can....

2008-12-11T23:34:00.005+08:00

Haha today went out with Shifu, Eve, Xiu, Yl....
hmmm go out with 4 gals, shud i be happy????
Lol we went to bugis to eat... Then shop... Then
went to TCC to relax, drink and eat abit... My
shifu pangseh us at ard 6 and went home...

So the 4 of us continue our shopping at bugis street
and i bought lots of things for evelynn haha... I
shud not and will not say i wasted my money coz if
shes happy its all worth it... =P

Then we went our seperate ways... xiu and yl went
home, me and eve went to city hall and eat chicken
rice~~ Then send eve home and take cab home...
Eve is so cute and adorable can.... ok...
Wat i wan to say is this is wat i wanted mah.... thats
the way arhar arhar i like it arhar arhar....
LOL im nuts!!

OK my shifu is like emoing now... i wan pei her...
blog again next time~~

LEARN from this!!!!

2008-12-10T12:03:00.003+08:00

OK why issit like this??? Always like this.... When
one is outside having fun they always tend to forget
about the ppl that is worried about them... SMS
also dun reply.... just wan them to assure their safety
also cannot issit... Then u call them, they freaking
come angry with u.... WATS THIS....

MUST they only LEARN the feelings of it when
they meet the same stupid situation... They think
we just sms them and then we go do our own things
and forget them then lata sms again?? Ya the first few
msg is like tat but after that we will be like idiot sms
alr sit there or walk ard worried, thinking of all
possibilities But guess wat, all we can think of is negative
things!!! Then we try to persuade ourself of positive
things but it is totally cmi....

THINK for the ppl that is worried for u can.....
LEARN to stand at their position la...

ok may be u guys really forget or too busy to reply
but at least do something about it rem theres ppl
worried about u no matter wat u doing....

PPL pls learn from this post alright

JEALOUS!!!

2008-12-10T02:25:00.005+08:00

OK im freaking jealous now and i cant keep it in me
coz i will explode.... so im blogging it...

Y issit everything other guys do is so sweet?? And
wat i did is like forgotten?? Issit becoz its taken of
granted or its just remembered but not mentioned...

Or im not even comparable to these guys... Not even
on par.... Thats y have different treatment?? Or issit
i think too much??

OH great i have fallen into a state of confusion once again...

4th day of my holis.....

2008-12-09T11:03:00.002+08:00

Wah siannn laa....
was suppose to go out with eve and yt today.....
BUT due to some miscommunication.....
the outing is canceled can....

its the 4th day of holiday..... And i did nth!!!!
Ok actually i did something let me tell u guys wat i did

Firstly on saturday, im bored the whole day at home
until 7+ i really cant take it anymore and went to find
jj at causeway point... we like practically did nth and
walk ard till 9+ we meet up with melissa and we head
to JE.... we sit at JE mrt station and zuo bo again till 11.30
which is when all of the people going to standard chartard
shud meet...
Lets fast forward.....
OK then we went to standard chartard, report change clothes
go to venue and we slack there till dawn then start working..
haha forget about the details... i can only say damn those
100 plus....
Then i went home at ard 1+ WHICH note its monday
afternoon alright and i nvr sleep, my mom came home and
bring me to the chalet where my whole family is and we
live there for a night... OK thats when this blog is created..
coz im hell bored at the chalet, and i play maple with frens
through the night..... next day check out of chalet and
home i go....
And thats how it all leads to TODAY...

ok may be some of u may think my holis isn't that sian after
all BUT i think its that that that sian can.... super sian....
dunno wat i can do now

hmm... Boredness??

2008-12-08T16:50:00.003+08:00

Haha im bored so im just going to type random things for this post
didn't went out today have nth to say about...
Bored at home... play maple LOL

OH actually i did went out, and i just came back
hah but only for that 10 mins... went to get my dogs back from grooming
hmmm nth more to say then
I will just go have a dota game now
=P

Siannesss!!

2008-12-08T02:38:00.001+08:00

Currently i am at dunno where de chalet, somewhere in singapore la...
ARH har some where near east coast... ok...
im super bored..... Everyone has slept but guess wat~~
i just woke up HAHA....

hmmm.... guess everythings is ok now again??
May be theres no chance for us...
But wait who knows wat will happen in the future..
Im going to just wait.... but keeping it all to my heart....
At least theres a very great memory that will still makes me laugh whenever i think about us..

OK dun talk about that part le.... ... ... .......
but i got nth to talk about le HAHA
sian Sian and SIAN is all i have for my holiday now

My thoughts??

2008-12-07T15:44:00.002+08:00

zzzzz...... i really tot i could talk to her like normal, like b4...
But im just so stupid i says the wrong stuff.. wth
I tot tat everythings gonna be alright again and i can happily past my bday....
Now looking at the situations.. I guess not.....

Im an idiot?? I really didn't wan things to go like this....
Just wanna be happy having a best fren like her and live on....
GOD wats so hard about that??
cant freaking get wats my brain is thinking, sometimes its like just acting on his own...
Wat happen to me?? arrr nvm im alright....
Im gonna wait!!